Reluctant but volunteered
Unselfish decision has to be made. A decision that would please everyone. Turning this personally view as long due plan into reality but not necessarily good for everyone. There was time thoughts turned bizzare to oppose normalcy in quest to find happiness. Tonight heart is heavy with emotion but tears would be refrain to put up the best appearance for rest of the days. Hold on to selfishness, privacy - shut down emotion and dreams. After all the nest was not to be or own. A new ambition is born out of this event, motivate further. Hopefully would bear fruit soonest. Looking at the bright side, it is also a time to rejoice with sadness.